The Hardest Part

You found hope in a bottle
And I found mine in the church
Should've known from the beginning
That this never would've worked
Cause while I fought for survival
You were lost inside your head
You were dancing with the devil
You should've danced with me instead

When we were only children
Gave you all I had to give
Without knowing you were an ocean
In which I couldn't swim
While you were casting shadows
Trying to turn a spark to fire
The weight of the world was heavy
Too much for your desire

But I was wrong to think
What you said to me
Meant anything at all
And I was wrong to believe
That you were good for me
I was wrong

Well I know it's hard to find
A balance or really anything at all
I'd rather live my life wide open
Than with my back against the wall
And baby you were hiding
Under all your reasons not to try
The only time where you were comfortable
Was the time you said 'goodbye'

But you were wrong to think
What you said to me
Had any weight at all
And you give up too easily
It's like you never cared at all
But your were wrong
You were wrong

That ain't the hardest part
It's not the hardest part
That ain't the hardest part
The hardest part is still loving you