Never Live the Same Way

I hear repeatedly everyone deserves a second chance
I hear repeatedly that in life, love never goes to plan
I wondered so many times if you felt the way I do
There's still a fire deep inside my mind that burns for you

No expectations but I had my eyes on you
Back then, I think I knew you had your eyes on me too
I'll live without my heart, believe that I can be that strong
I should've stopped myself, knowing you would leave me all along

I've told myself repeatedly we were never meant to fall in love
Tried to convince myself there's nothing more than what we were
I often wonder if you still think of me too, maybe you do
Maybe you don't, can I live the same way?

We fell, you saved yourself, time for this to end
When you changed your mind I said I can't go through that pain again
You lied and I went cold, I tried to leave a broken heart
There'll never be a chance to see this through, that's the worst part

I've told myself repeatedly we were never meant to find a way
And now you're gone, I know I can't go back, I'll never be the same
I wonder if you still think of me too

Wish I could stop caring, take away the pain
You've got a hold on me and I'll never be the same
You'll move on, you'll live the life you need
I'm just hurting that it won't be with me

I've lived those days a thousand times
Was there a point of no return?
And now you're gone, don't think I ever want to fall in love again
Ooh, do you still think of me too?
I'll never live the same way