Hospital Bed

I just replay the scene in my head.
I waited for you by your hospital bed.
But you didn't wake up, except in my dreams.
No one can save us here tonight, I don't know what it means.
But you're so far away this time, you're so far away.
Your voice in my mind again, is all that will play.
You're so far away this time, so far away.
And outside of space and time, I hope we can stay.
How can I apologize for things that I said, and things that I never did?
It feels so irrelevant now.
A bluebird landed on a fence at night and I thought it was you.
I thought you should know, you're beautiful.
And even though you didn't make it still, God I wish you didn't take her still, how am I to shake the images?
I can't tell you what the feeling is.
I put two quarters in the telephone, but it keeps telling me that no one's home.
I can't even call you anymore, still I put you're number on another phone, but I hate the phone, 'cause it's never you there.
And it feels like I'm always, I'm always waiting for you.
And I just replay the scene in my head.
I waited for you in my hospital bed.