Weightless

Manage me, I'm a mess
Turn a page, I'm a book half-unread
I wanna be laughed at, laughed with, just because
I wanna feel weightless, and that should be enough

But I'm stuck in this fucking rut, waiting on a secondhand pick-me-up
And I'm over, getting older
If I could just find the time, I would never let another day go by
I'm over, getting old

And maybe it's not my weekend, but it's gonna be my year
And I'm so sick of watching while the minutes pass as I go nowhere
And this is my reaction to everything I fear
'Cause I've been going crazy, I don't wanna waste another minute here

Make-believe that I impress, sing (oh)
That every word, by design, turns a head (oh)
I wanna feel reckless, wanna live it up, just because (just because, oh)
I wanna feel weightless, 'cause that would be enough (oh)

If I could just find the time, I would never let another day go by
I'm over, getting old

And maybe it's not my weekend, but it's gonna be my year
And I'm so sick of watching while the minutes pass as I go nowhere
This is my reaction to everything I fear
'Cause I've been going crazy, I don't wanna get down

This could be all I've waited for (I've waited, I've waited for)
This could be everything, I don't wanna dream anymore
Maybe it's not my weekend, but it's gonna be my year
And I've been going crazy, I'm stuck in here

Maybe it's not my weekend, but it's gonna be my year (it's gonna be my year)
And I'm so sick of watching while the minutes pass as I go nowhere (go nowhere)
This is my reaction to everything I fear (to everything I fear)
'Cause I've been going crazy, I don't wanna waste another minute

I wanna slow it down for a couple of songs, if that's alright with everybody