Disappear

To the deep end, to the hard line
Hold this trick together, man
Hold this trick together if you can

Little fevers wrapped in dedication
All strung out on novelty
Collapse yourself and try to comprehend

An angry island, a bitter bee sting
Severing each artery to free the self and fix the in-betweens
Isolation, mark the earth around you
Guess who's on the waiting list?
I'll let you in on something secret

I can disappear anytime I want to
Time, I feel you shovel through my skin
I am with you til the end

First you breathe out
Then you have to breathe in
Lash yourself repeatedly until it sticks
Until it sticks

Under the eyelids, carry on cadaver
Festering interiors, all hollow breach and vapor silhouette

Need medication, more medication
Coursing through your inner states
All matter grey confused and counterfeit

Kamikaze, sear the blood inside me
Guess who's got it figured out?
I'll let you in on something secret

I can disappear anytime I want to
Time, I feel you shovel through my skin
I am with you til the end

And I can decompose
When it suits me I accelerate it
Wicked on all fours, I surrender to the storm

(You'll never know how it feels)

I can disappear anytime I want to
Time, I feel you shovel through my skin
I am with you til the end

And I can decompose
When it suits me I accelerate it
Wicked on all fours, I surrender to the storm

(You'll never know how it feels)