Black in White (Man or the Mirror)

Sitting here like a statue, only thinking rocky thoughts
Overtaken by vegetation, regretting all the things I've bought
And would you believe the things I've seen, sitting sitting alone here in my bedroom?
The things I thought I believed, they have broken seams
And then the seizures, they put me to sleep

Spent so much time in a solitary mind
Lost all the shoulders that I could confide on
Tried to bother nothing and no one, felt like a nuisance to the people outside
And who needs communication when you can just assume everybody's intentions?
Take the pain that someone else gave you, and pass it on to the next like a virus
We're all guilty in some ways, but let's try to break the chain

And I refuse to be used as a scapegoat for your abuse
I reclaim myself, I reclaim my life, and my right to be loved
So, let's stop letting other people dictate our behaviors
Let the sun rise on your grievances, destroy our false saviors
So, take a deep breath and keep moving forward
I will not take a bow
Just because I don't know how to be a good friend yet doesn't mean I'll never learn how