Suicide Note, Pt. 1

Cheap cocaine
a dry inhale
the pills that kill and take the pain away
Diet of life
shelter without
the face that cannot see inside yours and mine

When I'm hiding
when I need it
it lets me breathe
for our handle on this life
I don't believe
this time

Would you look at me now?
Can you tell I'm a man?
With these scars on my wrists
To prove I'll try again
Try to die again, try to live through this night
Try to die again...

Forever fooling
free and using
sliding down the slide that breaks a will
Mothers angel
getting smarter
how smart are you to regress unfulfilled?
It's a damn shame,

When I'm hiding
when I need it
it lets me breathe
for our handle on this life
I don't believe
(this time)

Would you look at me now?
Can you tell I'm a man?
With these scars on my wrists
To prove I'll try again

Would you look at me now?
Can you tell I'm a man?
With these scars on my wrists
To prove I'll try again

Try to die again
try to live through this night
Try to die again...