Where Did I Go Wrong

Take me back to where this started
Tie back my hands when you think I'm discarded
Wallowing through the keen eye of the storm
It holds on my grace until I show remorse
Scratched skin as I scream sorry
Waiting for you in my impending doom
The palm trees were calm, but now they hunt their friends
Even the sun turns away from our end
And while the milky white skies turn back into black
The tiles on our old home's floor are cracked
I'm always starting civil wars with you
You drink my blood and vodka, too
I'm sorry that you get inside my head

But your words bleed
And I watch as your soul leaves
Your body hollow as it drops you lifeless on the floor
And I can't seem to follow you out the door
But it's not like you aren't the only one to blame
You left your mind set ablaze
If I told you "I'm sorry, I love you, okay"
Would things have been different
Cause you might have stayed

Did you make it home
Cause I was wondering if
You dug into their lungs like candy
And fell into their wish of taking you back
You say your hands are bleeding
Well I'm crawling through the forest, trying
To make sense of your constant lying

I'm sinking ship under your control
You built me from stardust but forgot a soul
It left you with some kind of malfunctioning design
Cause I can always call but only sometimes reply
Do you see my reflection in the gloss of your eyes
I hate that I miss you
But more the thing you've become

But your words bleed
And I watch as your soul leaves
Your body hollow as it drops you lifeless on the floor
And I can't seem to follow you out the door
But it's not like you aren't the only one to blame
You let your eyes chase the flames
If I told you "I'm sorry, I love you, okay"
Then who might've saved you
You were too far gone anyways