Small Conversations at Parties

What do you say at a party
When people wanna know how you started
And will you work for free on their project?
Now I gotta tell them I'm charging
It's hard to really come off as modest
Didn't look away when you saw me
I'm trying not to treat you like an object
But I just wanna - on your body, yeah

At least I'm finally being honest with myself, hey
At least I'm finally being honest with myself, whoa oh
At least I'm finally being honest with myself, hey yeah
At least I'm finally being honest with myself, whoa oh

I think I'll stay at the party
She ask me why I'm so guarded
My first relationship was cheated on
And I know everyone's been cheated on
But that's my point (Jesus Christ, Derek)
I know that's dark, it's just a thought I wrote
I hope you get it and don't read it wrong, right
Or maybe sit there and you sing along, hey

I promise I'm still trying to
Be a, be a part of this world
Like a normal human being
And maybe say less depressing shit in our first conversation (sorry)
I just got out a situation, 'cause of the pills that I was taking, men
No withdrawals, no vacation, yeah

At least I'm finally being honest with myself, hey
At least I'm finally being honest with myself, whoa oh
At least I'm finally being honest with myself, hey yeah
At least I'm finally being honest with myself, whoa oh

Tell me it's okay, ooh
To feel this way
We spend our days
Tryna find some place, ooh
We don't even know exists, ah shit
There goes our fate, yeah
There goes our -

Don't leave the party 'til it's over
In the morning
Don't leave the party



Credits
Writer(s): Derek Hurd
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