Demons

I'm learning to live with my demons
I'm learning to live with my demons (yeah)
I was talking to my partner the other day (I am learning to live with my demons)
He was telling me about the struggle with in, himself (I am learning to live with my demons)
And his demons (I am learning to live with my demons)
Then he told me, the more he started to understand his demons (I am learning to live with my demons)
The more he started to love them (I am learning to live with my demons)

Woke up this morning in a pool of sweat
Been drinking all month ain't sobered up yet
I'm on the road year around rain, sleet or snow
Doing shows, collecting checks
Have some issues, the whole team know it, this life I live it's hard not to show it
Every day is another path for me to stumble down and I got to control it
Different city every night, I must take flight
Only problem, no plane in sight, I might result in pharmaceuticals

Them Percocets go to Lil' Wyte and I gotta drive
First thing tomorrow back to Memphis to see my daughters
If I don't show up they'll know something is wrong that's just not like their father
Liquor bottles in the studio floor, groupies in and out our tour bus doors
Hard to think with a fog in mind, all this smoke around makes me unsure
Do I fall back? Do I pick it up?
All these demons forcing me to make a choice
I'm hollering loud, I wanna put this down
At the moment they don't hear my voice

I'm learning how to live with my demons
I'm learning how to live with my demons (I think I'm fallin' in love)
I'm learning to live with my demons
I'm learning how to live with my demons (I think I'm fallin' in love)
I'm just trying to be a better father
But it's so hard when you're stuck in that water
I'm learning to live with my demons
I think I'm falling in love with my demons

I'm tryna grow like the nose on Pinocchio
I can't lie I'm close to a overdose
For my people doin' time let's purpose a toast
I gotta blow now y'all, I'ma go for broke, for real
Ex friends lookin' sour, shows gettin' crowded, and the crowd gettin' louder
Used to stay up late hours really sellin' powder
Dirty ass kid barely ever took a shower
I'm a grown man now and I'm fresh and I'm clean

Smoke a little of the weed and I mess with the lean
I got a couple of demons that be messing with me
The judge want to throw away the key definitely
I can't smoke weed now 'cause my PO trippin'
Got a son on the way and his mother is bitchin'
I should calm down, shut up and listen
But I keep on touring and keep on fuckin' with bitches

Truth is (truth is)
Prolly never settle down (prolly never settle down)
But I'll never let 'em down (I will never let 'em down)
I'll probably never get the crown (never get the crown)
But life was so much easier when I was sellin' pounds (when I was sellin' pounds)
When people was feelin' down (when he was feelin' down)
I made 'em feel really proud (made 'em feel really proud)
I wish Mondo was still around (I wash he was here now)
This's how I'm feelin' right now

I'm learning how to live with my demons
I'm learning how to live with my demons (I think I'm fallin' in love)
(I'm learning to live with my demons) If you show me any of your darkness
(I'm learning to live with my demons) I'll show you your demons
They say it always takes one to know one (I'm just trying to be a better father)
Maybe that's why you motherfuckers feel like me
(But it's so hard when you're stuck in that water) 'Cause I feel like you
I'm learning to live with my demons
I think I'm falling in love with my demons

Stoner, until I say otherwise
I'm putting a cease and desist on the entire album of No Filter 2
We are not putting out the album out, until I say otherwise
This is Patrick Lance y'all, cease and desist No Filter 2
I'm sorry, I will explain later