Thank You

Every time I think of you, it's like I only just realized that you are gone
I wake up, again, and my mom tells me
Again everything falls that's within my body
We're too sick to sleep, too scared to be lonely
I'm too afraid to believe that this can be easy
If I dare I'll shut my eyes to spare my
Self the torment of living without you

Then we're standing all around you
We're asking how we can all move on
Then we all hold hands and the tears start to fall
We were only one phase away; how can you be gone?

Although it hasn't been long I no longer lose sleep
Because every day I still tell you everything
Lovely days breed peace of mind
I know I'll see you again in due time

Then we're standing there beside you
My hand on your heart, please, anything but to let go
Side-by-side we all hug and the tears start to fall
I cringe because this begins before we can crawl

We're standing all around you
We're standing there beside you
May it flow around you

I want to get this image out of my head
But in its place I would find guilt instead
At the end of that day all I could say
All you could give was what you gave
All I could say was thank you
Thank you