Other

Nothing for me, this is just for the record
Letters to another, letters to a distant other
But no this ain't for AR, this ain't for label
My retina can't comprehend a fable
Even with my chips on the table
Even with grip on a cable, yes I'm unstable
Yes I'm ungrateful, yes I'm a sinner
Smoke in the air as you try to suffocate a beginner
I hit the pay phone
But why change never get you to answer me
Why I can't find you under the canopy
Tell me, is it my ways? Tell me I'm good for days
Know you're looking at imperfection
But I'm tryna find the answer to my questions
Like, am I still destined?
Like, can I be the messen
Jury's still out, U-Turn and peel out
I thank God father ain't pull out
Thank the heavens that you're in front of me
I pray the Devil don't come for me
Don't comfort me
I know it's hatred that's present but still you come to see
But what you come to seek it, just isn't here no more
Pace a mantle over barriers and still not reach the core
Reach for you and touch the sky
I remember how you would tell me when I changed to ice
Bury me in what you're drinking
Remember the look in your eyes
Know what you're thinking
I see it in your lack of blinking
Wonder how we got to sinking
Sunrise on a John Doe, you got a golden flask
As you're trying to off the lows and forget your past
But, I jump and feel the sun like Larry Nance
I'll never fault the youngin' on the boulevard with grams
He do whatever it take to make it happen
The trapping, the stacking
Inspire traction with my attraction and this ain't rapping
This ain't for me, this ain't glory, the saint or me
Cus lately my best routes to do the wrong
Do little when I'm still the fiddler on the roof with songs
See you fiddle as I'm moving pillars tryna crush the throngs
I had a dream that I had hit the scene
And then I married green
And left you by the river that would come between
But, I'm coming clean, I could never quit on my lover
Letters to another, led us to a distant other