Transformation

You ever know somebody who you've been there for since day one?
Then all of a sudden, when you need them? They're nowhere to be
found? This is a song for them. Check it out

(Hook)
No matter where i go, no matter my career
I don't think we have a chance with all of our collective fears
One day i'll be here, one day i'll be there
Thinkin bout our what ifs, and thinkin bout your fears
I'm everything that everybody wanted me to be
Catering to everyone with my diploma and degree
But somehow you still have a high expectation
That i can't really meet. Now I start my transformation

(V. 1)
You call my phone persistent, but i don't pick up
Missed call number 800 somethin, i didn't get one
Not by accident, it's all just a matter of choice
I'd rather suck a fuckin dick before i hear your voice
Again, but then again, you always showed me attention
When everybody else gave me cold shoulder resentment
But the tables have turned, i'm gettin the same shit from you
And now my mind is confused, it's just split in two
What to do? Every relationship i'm in is the same
Redundant and plain, i end it and live with all the blame
I'm ashamed at myself and all my stupid decisions
Never make the right choices, it's not how i should be living
Never forgiven for my actions, so i stay the bad guy
I try to make it up, but only make these women cry
So next time i'll try to answer all the calls
To pick you up off the ground, while i continue to fall

(Hook)
No matter where i go, no matter my career
I don't think we have a chance with all of our collective fears
One day i'll be here, one day i'll be there
Thinkin bout our what ifs, and thinkin bout your fears
I'm everything that everybody wanted me to be
Catering to everyone with my diploma and degree
But somehow you still have a high expectation
That i can't really meet. Now I start my transformation

(V. 2)
All this drama is too much to keep me down in a rut
Might as well get with bitches just so i can get my nut
That seems to me to be the only way to stay drama free
If that's how women wanna act, then that's how imma wanna be
The saying that every woman deserves a good man
They do, but they don't see me, so i'll just use my hand
Cuz i'm always overlooked for some other type of guy
These bitches need to close their thighs and open their fuckin eyes
A little mysoginistic, but get on top of this dick
If you're on everyone else, you might as well hit this
I'm sick of all the bitches that pass me up cuz i'm close
But i could give them better dickings than all these other bros
A few years down the road, I will show what you missed
You'll be begging for attention, but guess what you won't get
Turn me away for so long, and you'll get it in return
And for the rest of your life it eats away, so let it burn

(Hook)
No matter where i go, no matter my career
I don't think we have a chance with all of our collective fears
One day i'll be here, one day i'll be there
Thinkin bout our what ifs, and thinkin bout your fears
I'm everything that everybody wanted me to be
Catering to everyone with my diploma and degree
But somehow you still have a high expectation
That i can't really meet. Now I start my transformation

(V. 3)
But now, i'm always gonna be living right on the edge
Doing anything i want, sleeping in anybody's bed
For so long I had to keep my fucking mouth closed
It's been a long time coming for me to let it out so
Drinking in excess, and smoking non stop
Bad habits I can't kick, family tradition won't stop
But i'm not gonna continue living my life with such caution
I'm gonna keep living without the drama bitches causin
I'm yawning, it's boring, same shit over and over
Start living for the future, and brush my past off my shoulders
And start living for me, showing that i can be the best
And have all the past women wishing they would've said yes
I'm sick of wondering what if with certain situations
My time is running out, i'm starting to lose all my patience
So for the time being, while i'm waiting on my riches...
I'm through fuckin with these bitch ass bitches



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