I Call to You in Dreams

It's October
And I'm still lost
I call to you from circles above
Wrapped in white
I am sober
Dried up love
They come to me and act like they're ghosts
Inside my dark

The sun calms
Your waking side
It's seeping
Out from my eyes

Outside you, you were dying
With the headlights all below you
You were both there, you stood beside you
With your eyelids and his hairdo
And I wanted, not to find you
But to keep you in the freezer
You were standing on the freeway
Wishing headlights would approach you

I am not the one
Ooh
I am not the one
Aah
I am not the one
Aah
I'm awake inside my dreams
I'm awake inside my dreams
Do I let go?
Do I hold on?
Wanna give it a second but it's already gone
Do I let go?
Do I hold on?
Wanna give it a second but it's already gone
Do I let go?
Do I hold on?
Wanna give it a second but it's already gone
Do I let go?
Do I hold on?
Wanna give it a second but it's already won

I don't
Sleep so
Endlessly
Call to you in dreams
I don't
Sleep so endlessly
I call to you in my dreams

So I lie awake
And I hope my body has blood you can take
And I lie awake
And I hope somewhere I have you
And I lie awake
And I hope my body has blood you can take
And I lie awake
And I hope somewhere I have you
And I lie awake
And I hope my body has blood you can take
And I lie awake
And I hope somewhere I have you
And I lie awake
And I hope my body has blood you can take
And I lie awake
And I hope somewhere I have you
And I lie awake
And I hope my body has blood you can take
And I lie awake
And I hope somewhere I have you
And I lie awake
And I hope my body has blood you can take
And I lie awake
And I hope somewhere I have you