Need to Change

It's 5:33
I'm awake and my bed is all covered in sweat
I can't sleep
And there's blood on my sheets

Yeah, she likes it rough
But I don't think that she likes the things that I love
I need more
Than she wants to give, no

I know, yeah, I know you want me to change
But I'm fucked in the head
I can't break
I know, yeah, I know you want me to change, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh, yeah

I stopped blaming me
Now I blame God for my ways, do you see?
I'm a slave
To my self-loathing brain

Never thought I'd see a girl like you in this place
Where men are like dogs, and the girls dread the chase
I can tell
You're just numbing the pain

I know, yeah, I know you want me to change
But I'm fucked in the head
I can't break
I know, yeah, I know you want me to change, ooh
I know, yeah, I know you want me to change
But I'm stuck in my ways
It's a shame
I know, yeah, I know that I need to change, oh, oh, yeah

I just needed a fix
Guess my timing was right
You had just joined the mix
I was sold
And I needed a taste

Didn't have to put a lot of work into this girl
She saw my contentions and gave me the world
I'm in love
But I will fuck this up, ooh, ooh, ooh, yeah, yeah, yeah

I know, yeah, I know you want me to change
But I'm fucked in the head
I can't break
I know, yeah, I know you want me to change, ooh
I know, yeah, I know you want me to change
But I'm stuck in my ways
It's a shame
I know, yeah, I know that I need to change
I know that I need to...

Why are you crying?
I'm not like your last man
I don't give a damn
Why you still trying?
Run back to him now
I'm sure he'll understand

Why are you crying?
I'm not like your last man
I don't give a damn
Why you still trying?
Run back to him now
I'm sure he'll understand

I know, yeah, I know you want me to change
But I'm fucked in the head
I can't break
I know, yeah, I know you want me to change, ooh (no)
I know, yeah, I know you want me to change
But I'm stuck in my ways
It's a shame
I know, yeah, I know that I need to change, whoa, oh

(Destroyed my life)
(Destroyed my life)



Credits
Writer(s): Landon Tewers
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