Scars

Call the Reaper or I'm going to rape them
An aggravated soul that makes Manson look like a scared Milf
Impulsive aggressive obsessive compulsive behavior
Say hi to you your neighbor can I borrow some sugar
People need to learn real bad when its good to zip it
Oh pardon my manners I was thinking something more like drink piss
Enough of this shit I can't listen to anymore bitchfits
Your witness at gunpoint no gimmicks good riddance
This is the chronicle of Riddick
And this here is none of your business son so you better listen
All I see is a mad fool I'll drag through my bedroom
And all the way to the bathroom with no more exposing his stab wounds
I'm cleaning out my closet and I'm not sorry mama
This just goes to show that bones alone are no such drama
If death is a part of life as life is a part of death
Then at the end light before decide nothing matters because you're dead

I'm falling I'm screaming
Living in a nightmare I'm dreaming
In the darkness barely breathing
These scars just keep on bleeding

An emotional rollercoaster a smoker who's only sober
When lonely someone come hold me console me before its over
My mind's drifting I've been a failure
Time's ticking please send me my savior
Out here in Erie, Pennsylvania
My wife's gone my child's dead where's the dope
See I'm quite strung so I'll shed tears of hope
But it's meaningless You'll see me dressed like I've been stretched
Lay in a casket off acid from being stressed
Inside of a dark room with harsh wounds
I'm watching cartoons it'll be dark soon
No one to talk to but the Reaper
See he's his brothers keeper
See we's a couple tweakers
So needs uppers to speed up to reality
But sadly it will all end tragically
But thank you for having me
Actually just a casualty
Of mental health issues
My brains all scarred up from being fucked with pencils
Been raped and called sluts aahh

I'm falling I'm screaming
Living in a nightmare I'm dreaming
In the darkness barely breathing
These scars just keep on bleeding

As I sit and I contemplate Is religion the source of hate
Mental sickness will complicate Society won't conversate
So I'm left to my own devices The vice is as cold as ice is
It keeps on squeezing never leaving feeling at home in crisis
Advice is to go and meet a friend Let them get close and leave again
Open face lies with no disguise wondering how could we pretend
That betrayal didn't happen and the reaction wasn't warranted
Spilling the blood and feeling no love like a parent that ignores a kid
I swore to this and told the bitch you fuck it up I don't forgive
You played your bid surely did now couldn't give a shit with laxative
Left alone in an empty home a pawn to pick up the pieces
Played my role attained your goal the road was not for squeamish
What I mean is that I deem this another scar story
Giving my all without no glory must admit it's hard for me
Emotionally drained with a brain that's been fucked up
Feeling like a rabid wolverine with his nuts cut

I'm falling I'm screaming
Living in a nightmare I'm dreaming
In the darkness barely breathing
These scars just keep on bleeding

I been drugged through the mud and the sludge fuck love
Living depression still stressing over everything I fucked up
I don't care no more my soul is irrelevant no sentiment
My heart sank to the bottom like setiment it's evident
I rock these scars like a fitted hat
Write my thoughts down its horrorcore when you spit it back
I figured that I'm sick of rap fuck my life too
Only time I'm feeling anything is with a knife wound
Emotional basket case bi polar schizophrenic
Contradict my shit cause I switched to a state of panic
Crying like a little bitch I can't help it though
I'm sending her a piece of my ear in an envelope
Hip hop Van Gouge self mutilation disturbed artist
Now I'm a tortured mental patient let's just face it
I ain't coming back from this one this shits done
You want to see death come and get some