Lost My Name

I hope there's a deity that can absolve
All the holes to which I've crawled
If the answer indeed is no, one more look before I go
I am a one man firing squad
Into the skin, shall deeply prod
In the shape of typing keys - oh the bullets cut to bleed
I realize you are my wife
But your tongue is like a knife
One that carves into my heart
This will tear our home apart

Well I think we're in a bit of trouble now
We promised love that would last to the grave
But our lives took a turn
And oh, how you've changed,
My darling
My darling
Yeah, I realize I was partially to blame
But you were so, so quick to abandon my name
My darling
My darling

It's like every single promise that we ever did make
Was forgotten in an instant when you lost my name
And you love him
more than you love me and it's killing me
Oh, it's killing me
But if that was the last night that we kissed
I hope you had the realization then
That I never, never, no I never wanted this

I hope this game of cheap romance ends before I have the chance
To ever touch the skin
Of this tempting mess I'm in
I hope I learn where wrong begins,
I hope I devastate that bridge
Because you looked me in the eyes
"48 hours, love, goodbye"
And this is breeding every type of hate That I never wished to create
What a horrid way to set the tone
For an awful life alone

Well I don't think we'll get out of this one now
We promised love that would last to the grave
But our lives took a turn
And oh, how you've changed,
My darling
My darling
Yeah, I realize I was partially to blame
But you were so, so quick to abandon my name,
My darling
My darling

It's like every single promise that we ever did make
Was forgotten in an instant when you lost my name
And you love him more than you love me and it's killing me
Oh, it's killing me
But if that was the last night that we kissed
I hope you had the realization then
That I never, never, no I never wanted this

I'm gonna pray you see the morning light
I'm gonna force myself to open up my eyes
I'm gonna pledge to stop telling myself lies
I'm gonna tell myself it's gonna be alright
I'm gonna start again in an empty house
I'm gonna find a purpose to sing about
I'm gonna let you know that I'm still your man
I'm gonna pray that someday you care again

We promised love that would last to the grave
But our lives took a turn
And oh, how you've changed,
My darling
My darling
Yeah, I realize I was partially to blame
But you were so, so quick to abandon my name,
My darling
My darling

It's like every single promise that we ever did make
Was forgotten in an instant when you lost my name
And you love him more than you love me and it's killing me
Oh, it's killing me
But if that was the last night that we kissed
I hope you had the realization then
That I never, never, no I never wanted this