Inner Struggle

Near break down
My current state of mind
Fear
Of not knowing how to control myself
I worry
What I do to the ones around me
Of what I fear I'm becoming

The tell tale signs are there
I must act
There so much to lose
There so much to lose

Get a grip on myself
I'll regret it if I don't
Don't want to scar
I want to look them in the eyes
When it matters

When it matters

All the good advise
I can't seem to hold on to
Is washing out of my brain
When it is rising again

I can't blame them
They just learn at some point
I have to restrain myself

Please stand by me
Don't leave me alone
I fear...

I fear...

The tell tale signs are there
I must act
There so much to win
There so much to loose
It matters... to me

I will be alright
In time
I will be alright
Without damage, without flame
I will be alright, in time
I will be alright, with their love



Credits
Writer(s): Pien Breeuwsma, Thomas Meijer, Linda W Van Leeuwen
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