Even Though Ur Gone

Even though you're gone, we'll still keep pushing on
You know I'll never stop, your memory lives on
Even though you're gone, we'll still keep pushing on
You know I'll never stop, your memory lives on

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Let me tell you all my fears
Getting forgotten is what really seems to get me scared
Cause after you're gone nobody remembers your name
Only your closest peoples come and visit your grave
Someone come help me out, show me what's life all about
I've had enough of relationships that keep burning out
Who can I hold? When nobody knows the state I get in
When I'm out of control and feeling all alone
I got time on my side whenever I need it
You better keep it hidden and keep it our secret
Cause people use and abuse it try killing your spirit
But when they walk in your shoes they just can't seem to bear it
You were only a young gem, but you were so true to us
And that's why we will never forget what you did for us
You were the life of the party, you always held it down
So we'll carry you with these lyrics we spit out our mouth

Even though you're gone, we'll still keep pushing on
You know I'll never stop, your memory lives on
Even though you're gone, we'll still keep pushing on
You know I'll never stop, your memory lives on

I tried so hard just to understand why you left us
It was so weird how it was you and no one else
But I tried to get back but a memory always stays
But it still sucks how a memory is all we have these days
And I know you're a friend and friend you'll always stay
But shit we're all thinking why'd you have to go away
The sudden shock it frightens me more and more each day
When I learned that another friend is taken away
Hopped on the next bus but I know it's not traveling fast enough
Even light speed wouldn't help so all I could do is get light sleep
Close my eyes and wake up straight away because of a memory
I tried to hide how I feel but I know they won't let me
With all the advice that you have given me
Will travel on my journey with me through your name with peace
And I thank you for all the love and kindness that I've received
Through us you'll always live on, forever I'm your homeboy
Whenever I was down you would always pick me up
Whenever drinking you would laugh and it would always cheer us up
But you and the good times is what we have to think of
So until my day comes
I will always be looking up to say what's up with love

Even though you're gone, we'll still keep pushing on
You know I'll never stop, your memory lives on
Even though you're gone, we'll still keep pushing on
You know I'll never stop, your memory lives on

Can somebody answer why it had to be you?
To have you back there's nothing that I wouldn't do
I can't explain how I feel in a thousand words
There's so many good times that we had
And I can't even have another second
Cause now you're gone, gotta stay strong
But I feel like collapsing, gotta hold on
Is it my fault? did I do wrong?
Everyone's saying it's not my fault
But I feel like it is, can't change my thoughts
They say it's normal to think these thoughts
It's just grief they'll go away
Well, why does it feel they're here to stay?
They say to think what Sonia would say
When I think about it, I know that they're right
I know she'd want me to get on with life
And what she wrote in the dairy that day
The day before she passed away
I'm her comfort zone, her safety net
Knew she had problems before we met
Knew we had problems after we met
But I never thought she wouldn't have that strength
To keep on going without me there
Think she was scared to love again
Sorry I wasn't the best boyfriend
I'm being honest I loved and cared
And that is a promise, I know you're near
I can feel you here, so watch me learn
From the mistakes that I made
And I'll try to make you proud okay

Even though you're gone, we'll still keep pushing on
You know I'll never stop, your memory lives on
Even though you're gone, we'll still keep pushing on
You know I'll never stop, your memory lives on

When times get hard I'll think of you
And all the things that you would do
To put a smile on my brother's face
And your inner beauty and inner grace
You had your hard times, but we all have those
What you were going through, only god knows
I wish I was there to help you more
And my bro could see the person he adored

The rainy days
Have gone away
The rainy days
Have gone away
The rainy days
Have gone away
The rainy days
Have gone away
The rainy days
Have gone away