Falling

hard to say this but i miss you
you always enter my thoughts
thinking about the day you left is really pissing me off
i tried to keep you close
but everything is what i lost
and to be honest i hate the fact that our paths always cross
just a small town
what should i have expected?
now i'm watching you with him
it kinda look like a perfection
i'm sitting here alone
excuse me from my jealous impression
i say i'm moving on but hardly
all this sht is depressing
i'm going crazy
but friends are begging "come out"
funny when i'm drinking that your name is first out my mouth
hard to fall for someone new when it's you i'm thinking about
wish i could have you back but you ain't leaving him now
you're falling in love
while i'm just losing more of myself
wondering if our pictures are still sitting up on your shelf
thinking about us
i just can't get out of this hll
matter of fact i'm calling now
i gotta work this all out

well i'm drinking, drinking
one more shot and i'll probably be calling, calling you
sittin' over here thinking
goes up comes down
so i guess i'm just falling, falling for you
soon if i just crash
this all happen too fast
i wish this could all change
but nothing good ever lasts
somebody, please catch me
cause i can't, i can't catch myself

guess you're happy
hardly ever answer your phone
only hear you saying leave a message after the tone
maybe i should take the hint and just go leave you alone
i'm stuck on my own
feeling as if i'm turned into stone
losing my trust
say it doesn't hurt but it does
remember everything you said
and that's what's making it tough
now i see i'm getting all your attention and love
steadily falling
you used to be there picking me up
but now that's over
it seems you do whatever you like
know that if we probably talk again it'll turn to a fight
it's never gonna work
but stupid me is thinking it might
it's probably why i'm drinking
and calling up your phone every night
wasting my life trying to find a way into yours
these doors are closing but i'm searching for something that's more
something that overtime isn't going turn into war
'cause i won't do this all again
i can't take any more
i just wanna go back
save all the love that we had
'cause honestly i thought that you were the one that will last
'cause i was wrong
'cause now you replace my past
it's taking everything inside me to hold back the facts
see i'm spilling it all
wish you would answer my calls
i drink and drink and drink and drink till i'm ready to fall
you took everything
and now i feel i'm three feet tall
hope you're happy
but i'm gonna keep on spilling it all while i'm

well i'm drinking, drinking
one more shot and i'll probably be calling, calling you
sittin' over here thinking
goes up comes down
so i guess i'm just falling, falling for you
soon i'll just crash
this all happen too fast
i wish this could all change
but nothing good ever lasts
somebody, please catch me
cause i can't, i can't catch myself