Flymouth

Like cancer feeds on a feeble host
That's far too frail to try to cut it out
This is metastasizing
Spreading throughout
And now you're only proving my doubt

I might lack security and confidence
But even I can see that I don't deserve this

You can't expect me to reciprocate everything that you felt
We don't share the same emotions or thoughts
It really shouldn't be that hard to tell
But you've belittled me for wanting to better myself
To form relationships or even to improve my health
I was warned for years that you would manipulate
I see I should have listened, but it's not too late

I refuse to be censored
By your mouthful of flies
Turning heads daily, but
Perpetuating nothing but lies

Fooled by your duplicitous nature
I was force-fed your fiction
You're obdurate
So verbose and one-sided
Always spewing a conniption

This bond between us, it never felt real
You've never truly cared how I feel
I'm just your outlet
But I can't trust the same in you
'Cause if I try to vent
You bind my tongue before I'm through

I refuse to be censored
By your mouthful of flies
Turning heads daily, but
Perpetuating nothing but lies

Mouthful of flies

You make me regret opening up my heart
And confessing the things that have tore me apart
You make me feel like I can't reveal my feelings
It makes me feel at home with the rope on my ceiling
You make me regret years together we spent
Left wondering where all the pleasant moments went
You make your intentions completely clear
I'm praying now that you will disappear

Forget how the saying goes
Words mean everything
Sticks and stones may break my bones
But your words will fucking kill me

Get fucked