Constancy
Fate decides this time I spend alone
And I know it's not forever
So I keep to myself
My own little imperfections
Would I try to write my own way
Or trace the lines between the dots?
O' I wish I could forget everything
To dig up all the seeds I had sown
All the dreams I had chased
How I wanted to make this right
But their buzzing dampened the way
The swarm was too loud
And was drowning the sound of my soul's shrieks
How I just want to go back
And remove myself from others' lives
Blow up the bridge, a bomb between you and me
Another could take my place
I want to be a nobody
I want to disappear
Your word's only good when it's not make-believe
It's harder to reclaim a trust once it leaves
And harder to do so from behind the walls of a prison cell
But your arrow met its mark down the center
Splintered-fractured
And dust was all that matched what you shot
From the quiver of your scorn
Such bolts don't belong here
I just want to come back
And remove myself from others' lives
Blow up the bridge, a bomb between you and me
Another could take my place
I want to be a nobody
I want to disappear
O' they took my lamb away
And the wolf I was, how I howled resurgence
And this chastened snare of pride and steel was a part of me
How I'd bite my own head off
I was burning
I was weakened
What I felt's below dismay
To inherit such stigma and peel back that shell
I don't belong here
No one cried, "timber" when I fell
My roots were worn and dried
So I just fell
I just fell apart
Were you ever even with me?
Did you ever even care?
Another victim for the coward's rage
If I went to the beginning
And I traced it back to here
Would I understand my flaws?
So what am I to do with this limiting, fail-safe rationale?
And who was I to prove?
Being the conqueror
I had vanquished all the petty, little thorns on the sidewalk
Kept the concrete clear
And so time increased its pacing
Now too fast, I've grown afraid
So what am I to do with my fears?
And how do I prevent these burning tears from falling out?
If I run from the truth, I'm only hiding from myself
But that reflection in the mirror?
That's not the person I should see
And I know it's not forever
So I keep to myself
My own little imperfections
Would I try to write my own way
Or trace the lines between the dots?
O' I wish I could forget everything
To dig up all the seeds I had sown
All the dreams I had chased
How I wanted to make this right
But their buzzing dampened the way
The swarm was too loud
And was drowning the sound of my soul's shrieks
How I just want to go back
And remove myself from others' lives
Blow up the bridge, a bomb between you and me
Another could take my place
I want to be a nobody
I want to disappear
Your word's only good when it's not make-believe
It's harder to reclaim a trust once it leaves
And harder to do so from behind the walls of a prison cell
But your arrow met its mark down the center
Splintered-fractured
And dust was all that matched what you shot
From the quiver of your scorn
Such bolts don't belong here
I just want to come back
And remove myself from others' lives
Blow up the bridge, a bomb between you and me
Another could take my place
I want to be a nobody
I want to disappear
O' they took my lamb away
And the wolf I was, how I howled resurgence
And this chastened snare of pride and steel was a part of me
How I'd bite my own head off
I was burning
I was weakened
What I felt's below dismay
To inherit such stigma and peel back that shell
I don't belong here
No one cried, "timber" when I fell
My roots were worn and dried
So I just fell
I just fell apart
Were you ever even with me?
Did you ever even care?
Another victim for the coward's rage
If I went to the beginning
And I traced it back to here
Would I understand my flaws?
So what am I to do with this limiting, fail-safe rationale?
And who was I to prove?
Being the conqueror
I had vanquished all the petty, little thorns on the sidewalk
Kept the concrete clear
And so time increased its pacing
Now too fast, I've grown afraid
So what am I to do with my fears?
And how do I prevent these burning tears from falling out?
If I run from the truth, I'm only hiding from myself
But that reflection in the mirror?
That's not the person I should see
Credits
Writer(s): Kirill Guk
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