Denial (Audiotree Live Version)

At night, sometimes my thoughts collide, my body shakes
I feel so separated from what I thought I'd be and what I am
Is there nothing I can do to make it up to them, to make it up
Or does time just separate me?
I want to feel the earth, its crushingness as it wraps around my neck

I've been feeling lately like I need to be alone
You've been thinking much too deeply about how to atone
When I close my eyes, I'm never really by myself
All the strangers that adore me put me on a shelf

Pick yourself up, baby, everything's gonna be fine
(But if not, so what?)
You'll get it the next time
You should stop getting down on yourself every day
It's okay to fall apart when you feel so crazy

I've been feeling lately like I need to be alone
You've been thinking much too deeply about how to atone
When I close my eyes, I'm never really by myself
All the strangers that adore me put me on a shelf