It Won't Change

I neva will...
Betray my number ones, I'll die in the battlefield
Cause that's what love is
Ask Pat Benatar
We done fought against the odds
And done the impossible
Future lies ahead, hope we still unstoppable
I lose all sense of
Self-sustainability when I let the negativity get to me!
Used to remedy for the misery, out the glass
Into the belly was brandy
Could always smell me
Had to chill
I blacked out and acted out
Blunt still in my mouth, the cops smacked it out
I came a long way from acting so dumb
Grown life still got a nigga bout to go nuts
A father, a husband
I used to play with Teddy Ruxpin
Felt like yesterday
Now a nigga 30 something
Choices in my past got me lacking functions
I'm still here so I know I'm good for something

Its such a shame
I mean I try to be perfect but I can't
Its like
On me alone it always rains
Unlike the weather though
My love It Won't change

I felt the pain
I place upon others when the Karma came
I'd Hate to lose through the years what I've gained
But if I do my love for you It won't change

Don't ever think
My love for you hasn't had me on the brink
Of feeling like my heart might stop when I think
That I can lose it all
That's when I fall to my knees on the ground begging please
We've come to far
Sorry won't cut it
Too many tears for Fears
You can't Rule ya World and control it like you did
You can loose wife and kids, the life you've lived
From infinity to zero
Ya world needs a Hero
But he never came
Guess you got to look inside ya Self and make a change
At will kill
All that bullshit that slows down ya chariot wheels
And find a space to grow the family and chill
Peace of Mind will put you in line
Relax, and see what happens in due time, if you got that
Whatever has the power to stop time
You're not that
Focus on the here and Now cause that's where you at

Its such a shame
I mean I try to be perfect but I can't
Its like
On me alone it always rains
Unlike the weather though, my love It Wont change

I felt the pain
I place upon others when the Karma came
I'd Hate to lose through the years what I've gained
But if I do my love for you It won't change

I still feel
I'll neva get my point across
Lost in translation
No words for these thoughts
Express it in lyrical, Need you to know its critical
Mid life crisis
Some make it
Others look at they wrist and reach for a knife and take it
Stop thinking so low
Think highly of ya Self even if the world shows ya no - love
They ain't got love
Ya say it out ya mouth, but is it in ya heart love
Cant even talk about trust if you lack that
A nigga puts another face on when you turn ya back
Don't even waste ya time, if you cant trace the rhyme
Inside ya own mind played out in Dream Time
Showing you the possible
Parallel obstacles
A Student of this Life
What Am I gonna graduate to
Some say an Angel, teach what I've learned
But I only come around when if incense burn

Its such a shame
I mean I try to be perfect but I can't
Its like
On me alone it always rains
Unlike the weather though, my love It won't change

I felt the pain
I place upon others when the Karma came
I'd Hate to lose through the years what I've gained
But if I do my love for you It won't change