Honest

coughs

Shi...

I, I just woke up

so
I ju, I just wanna talk about something I've been having in my heart

Say
I dont look up to nobody
I'm my own protogee
I dont do it for the money
Just for the love of it
I started back in 06 but nobody noticed me
Then I started hitting clubs hoping them stripper booties would applaud for me
Studio sessions?
Nah I couldnt afford for it
I was never offered chances
Mehn I always fought for it
I remember back then when
I got my voice out I was called wack
I be short black
They be asking eM I made for this
Started writing nonsense
Due to frustrations
Smoking loud ironic I'm so better with my eyes looking Asian
Had ma mum hold me down and held me through all my phases
She told me son I prayed for you from the day you were born for you to make it
Looked into her eyes with tears
I know like it was amen aswear to God
First mill I make ama Send to her
Called the next day just to ask ma

I hope you ate it
Your son just made it got to the spot we prayed
I preach now ma I'm grateful

But for now I'm still tryinna make 10 grand
Doing all the little stuff living the life of a dead man
Well, to get to heaven, even a dead man need to plan
Since I'm livin the life of one damn right I'll be needing one

Only difference is
I want my heaven here on earth
I know what I'm saying is wrong
But I've been craving this from birth
Blessed with rap but my uncle told me
My blessing is my curse
I probably die from this mehn
Maybe even after this verse
But if I do then history will be repeating itself
Remember Dagrin?
He said it before he died, He knew by himself (If aaa die)
I aint tryinna end like him but in my path I'm seeing his steps
Lord help me, No way I'm seeing his steps huh
I sourced for money and bought me a studio set
Learnt how to do it all
Now I produce, Mix, Master myself
So now amma buy a camera
Go suicidal; Shooting myself
Make me hot
Hot enough to take even
Lucifer's breath

And he be like Skid without a doubt he is

Heavenly sent
With my left arm I'm tryinna right my wrongs
But no ink in my pen
Tryinna beat my pride like Mufasa and stay humble in my den

Since I was 10 I dreamt I'll do this

So I'm mentally doin it again huh
Said it, I'm mentally doin it again
I know one day ama make it
But until then ama stay real stay reppin
Do this all day
huhuhuh
I'm just tryinna let you know the truth of how it is
You feel me?
I'll do this all day fam
Stay reppin IBMG