In the Desert Drinking Gin

I miss the beautiful image that you projected to me
holding you with both of my arms, you were sleeping next to me!
Affectionately, and did I contribute to it? Well definitely!
Promise to you that I never did it to you intentionally

Remembering the rush of when we met it was incredible!
and looking up at you on that escalators intentionally
what I meant to do, but incidentally it's true
that you became just like a drug that I would load on to my que!

it was Netflix and chill in the beginning I was into it
never wanted to admit that What I felt was intimate
neither of us wanted to admit that we were interested
because all we were allowed to do was (blank) love was prohibited

Where's the image that I had up in my head?
It was a mirage I'm in the dessert drinking gin
Sink in to the ocean as I'm learning how to swim
walking through a maze of sand a labyrinth of pins
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It's like I'm always jumping in and out of consciousness
what we had it went from awesome to monotonous
you and I we were killers, villainous accomplices
to a murder mystery we slaughtered promises

won't put you on a pedestal or swallow all my pride
knowing that the jealousy was ecstasy's disguise
like medusa took a selfie of my mind
the moment you told me you like them rough I crossed another line

reminiscing on the memories you know they keep on circling
discouraging and worsening it feels like it's a surgery
Because there has been has been a burglary the pictures inadvertently
were stolen I took you to Mexico you know your worth to me

Where's the image that I had up in my head?
It was a mirage I'm in the dessert drinking gin
Sink in to the ocean as I'm learning how to swim
walking through a maze of sand a labyrinth of pins
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Writer(s): Anthony Jeffrey Brant
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