Inner Chaos

In the humdrum dawn
Of my life
Bitter wine in the day
Old wine
In the night
Who gave birth to the chosen one
Still are with me
The sun blesses me
The moon cradles
Me

I curse the day
My chest tightened
The sand
On my watch
My throat
Didn't swallow
Or spit out the balm
Of my life
And transformed
The white light
In a damned gloom

Believe in
Believe in yourself
The lady in black
Gives no truce
Will come for my soul
I won't give it a chance

Stable pillars collapsed
No security, no tranquility
The doors have opened
My broken up system
And entered my worst fears
Without stint
Like strong wind
My uncertain autumn

Believe in
Believe in yourself
The lady in black
Gives no truce
Will come for my soul
I won't give it a chance

Death
Gasp for help
Needed the blood even flow
Their scalding rivers
Of life
Darkness
The lie which my mind projects
In a virtual way
Resigning myself to my fate
To surrender my soul to the barge
That comes to me

My inner chaos
My inner chaos
The doors have opened
My broken up system
And entered my worst fears without stint
Like strong wind
My uncertain autumn
The lady in black
Gives no truce
Will come for my soul
I won't give it a chance

Nothing matters
Thousand lashes with rebirth of the sun
Thousand pleasures
In the wake of the night
Nothing matters
My senses are still intoxicating
With knowledge
My heart beats
Like summer breeze
I won the battle
But the lady in black
Knows to wait
All wars belong to her