Demons

Look, I'm fighting all these demons
But they, they live inside of me
And they, they're eating me alive
And I'm, I'm trying to survive
All this hatred is trying to kill me
I'm sick of myself, someone please help me, I'm filthy, uh
But they're eating me alive
And I'm, I'm trying to survive

Yeah, I feel like wanna curse right now
I feel like making a verse with negative words and burst right now
All this energy that's hidden inside of me
Wanna let it out, scream and shout to my enemies, uh

I'm fighting all these demons, but it seems like I'm losing
'Cause everybody saying I'm a loser (I'm a loser)
And all my friends saying I'm a pussy (I'm a pussy)
And if they keep pushing, I'ma lose it, I'm stupid
Can't seem to find cupid in my life

And what I'm good at is getting high
I know I should stop 'cause I could die
But if a good dope comes around, I'ma try
I know I won't die as a hero, I'm not neo
I'm just a big zero
I'm trapped with all this hatred like I'm in the matrix
But I think I'm Agent Smith

Look, I'm fighting all these demons
But they, they live inside of me
And they, they're eating me alive
And I'm, I'm trying to survive
All this hatred is trying to kill me
I'm sick of myself someone, please help me, I'm filthy, uh
But they're eating me alive
And I'm, I'm trying to survive

I feel like I wanna burn something, hurt someone
'Cause I ain't never earned nothing
Look, I'm just a glitch in the system that I created
I used to be creative, but now I'm faded
I made it to the bottom, not the top, bottom
Never know when my time comes for me to blossom
I'm a monster, killing my own dreams

But I won't stop unless I have OD'd
I'm OG when it comes to blowing trees
Oversea, is where I'm heading 'cause I'm sick of this
Stupid kids, dad's money, oh, you think you're rich? Huh?
Talk to me when you're 30, kid, uh
Got me feeling so ignant, so I slit my wrist in order to find peace, yeah
I put on condoms every time I fix problems
Yeah, ain't life awesome?

Look, I'm fighting all these demons
But they, they live inside of me
And they, they're eating me alive
And I'm, I'm trying to survive
All this hatred is trying to kill me
I'm sick of myself, someone please help me, I'm filthy, uh
But they're eating me alive
And I'm, I'm trying to survive

Look, I'm fighting all these demons
But they, they live inside of me
And they, they're eating me alive
And I'm, I'm trying to survive
All this hatred is trying to kill me
I'm sick of myself someone, please help me, I'm filthy, uh
But they're eating me alive
And I'm, I'm trying to survive



Credits
Writer(s): Rayi Putra
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