New Love

I looked at you, you looked at me, you told me you was in love
You told me that when I made it big that you'd be the biggest part of
My life but I ain't do it right now you got new love
Well so do I but I ain't feelin' right
Till I close the page of this book
I think of you and I see your name
And I can't believe I don't feel the same
Cause I was head over heels
I don't got no shame when I wrote that song called Next To Me
But I'm over this, said I'm over that, now I moved on to new love
I live my life one day at a time
And I ain't tryin' to think of what was
Past is the past and I'm tryin' to make changes
Live for myself and be what my name is
Found a new girl, gonna give her my name
And raise that family better than a painted
Perfect picture, perfect mixture, tryin' to make a new life
My only future is goin' smoother, tryin' to do things right
I look at the past and the passionate life
That I thought that I had and it never was right
And speakin' of pain I'm thinkin' your name
You tell me the same it ain't gonna change
We push and we pull and the feelin' is strange
Tryin' to make sense of it isn't a game
We know better than to be thinkin' we'll change
I guess that it's better we're going our ways

Now I I I I I don't wanna leave I don't wanna stay
I I I I I gotta be strong and walk away
I I I I I lookin' at my life I know I gotta change
I I I I I gotta be strong and walk away

You got no love for me, baby all you did was rush me
You never thought about my situation
Always wanna go back to when we begun
Back then you were different
You were like my closest friend
But I'm countin' the minutes until you disappear again
I forgive your trends
So listen, never will you find me
Thinkin' bout us, because you never find me
No one to trust, no chance that you can refine me
And doin' it up, cause you know that you can harm me
It's crazy how I'm needin' you inside my mind
Listen to your love and you will always be fine
So dust yourself off, It's so crazy when you take the mask off
That cause suffocation, lost everything that you take in war
You don't realize till it's gone, take a pill cause strong
Make you mad at your own, take a man though just build your home
Brother, never give a fuck about a sucka ass hoe
For real though if you're all alone and just go ooo
And find yourself, ain't nobody else gonna do it for you
Rely yourself
From anything that you to find, something that you true love
Movin' on to the true to find that lady that show stuff

Now I I I I I don't wanna leave I don't wanna stay
I I I I I gotta be strong and walk away
I I I I I lookin' at my life I know I gotta change
I I I I I gotta be strong and walk away