Return Winter Shadow

Never before have I ever felt this pain
Firewater won't help in drowning the flame
There's no return for me
No way back home
Do you remember the night we met?
I cannot go back, so I live in regret
On the frozen fields, our memories stay

Lose control for just one moment is all it takes
To light a flame forever
To stay awake is to remember

So...
Every night I am waiting
By your window sheltered from the breeze
(Sheltered from the breeze)
So lucidly
I await for your return to see your shadow
Through the trees
(Shadow through the trees)
But when I finally awake, there's only me

It was so real, I could swear I was there
In your house with you
God had answered my prayers
But I finally awake, without you
So I wander through my life
With no path and no light
I don't care if I see another day
I hope my sleep lasts eternity
In my dream forever I want to stay

My spirit will wander these streets all night
My whisper is the cross wind
Just another ghost with a song to sing

(As I)
As I wander through the winter
Across the frozen fields
I drag the rope over my shoulder
I return to the tree

Now I'm gone
I am waiting by your window
I am the wind, the breeze
So hauntingly
You can hear me call your name
See my shadow by the tree
And as I finally awake (Only you)
And as I finally awake (Only you)
And as I long for only you