Fever Dream

I'm ashes, post-flame
All the coal that disintegrates
I'll just lie here quietly
Sink into the earth's defeat

As I watched you grow dull
Wonder how you stay so cold
Always knew something was wrong
Never chose to play along, here

So sit down, shut off
I don't know how I let you lead so long
'Cause right now you're only holding me back
'Cause I'm not where I want to be
And you're not who I wish you were
So I'll rest my eyes and we'll try in another life

While I was eating off the floor
Alone and drowning in my thoughts
Your gut was full, still wanting more
You wanted more

So sit down, shut off
I don't know how I let you lead so long
'Cause right now you're only holding me back
'Cause I'm not where I want to be
And you're not who I wish you were
So I'll rest my eyes and we'll try in another life

I walk this road
Behind you now
I feel so lost
'Cause you're never gonna turn around
Down cobblestone
I scream your name

I fight your past
'Cause you're never gonna feel the same ('Cause you're never gonna feel the same)
I walk this road
Behind you now (Drown myself in this peaceful lake)
I feel so lost (Feel the water pull me away)
'Cause you're never gonna turn around

Down cobblestone (Maybe there's a place for us)
I scream your name (Down here someday)
I fight your past (I'll see you again someday)
'Cause you're never gonna feel the same (I promise I'll see you someday)

So sit down, shut off
I don't know how I let you lead so long
'Cause right now you're only holding me back
'Cause I'm not where I want to be
No, you're not who I wish you were
So I'll rest my eyes and we'll try in another life