Sunshine

God, this fear is getting worse
The shaking in my voice should tell you how much this hurts
And I don't know how to cope
So I drink every single day
Praying "please don't take my sunshine away"
And I drink myself to sleep
Hoping for some comfort in my dreams
But when my dreams still lie with you
I make it worse when I disappear
And I know that I bring you down
But I can only feel when I let myself drown
In sickness and in health
So you stay safe while I drown myself
I can't picture myself alive
Without you by my side
And I hide myself away
So I won't bleed you dry
But I know I do more harm than I ever did good
I just wish I was the man that you hoped I would be
You take me home
When I am drunk and not myself
And you keep me away from harm
So I can escape the world outside
In your loving arms
And I hope you know
How grateful I am
Even when my eyes show a hateful man
Cause this hate is not ment for you
It's aimed at myself
But I struggle to see the truth
Of how pathetic I am
We have something beautiful
But I drink it all away
All while screaming "don't leave"
Cause you are my sunshine
My only sunshine
You make me happy
When skies are grey
Don't you know dear
How much I love you?
Please don't take
My sunshine
Away...



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Writer(s): Stig Erklev
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