Dead End

I have carried on this weight too long
When will it end?
I said that I would lead you home
But you have misplaced
My steps

I won't be there at the end of the tunnel
You'd never even look for me
I never knew this is what you meant
When you told me to lead

You just wanted to see me go
So there would be no regret
And you could sleep
Believing that you didn't give up on me

And the road you sent me on
Didn't turn the way I planned
I couldn't see
That this was a dead end

And now I am lost
Because you could not bear
The fucking truth
That you give up
On everything that bores you

And I have tried so hard
To forgive myself
Even when I thought
I was on your side

I won't be there at the end of the tunnel
When you realise you gave up on me
I won't be there at all
I'd rather be alone with me

I won't be there at the end
I won't be there at the end
You'll never see me again

I won't be there at the end of the tunnel
Where you gave up on me
I finally took your advice
And took my own lead

I won't be there at the end
You'll never see me again