Jamestown

These drunken nights are starting to bore me
I'm turned off every time you ignore me
Your constant lies are becoming too much to take
And this high school drama does nothing for me
All I wanted was your honesty
But you couldn't just be honest with me
So I'm moving on from this mistake
You fade away with every breath I take
I'm sick of trying to fix what I can't change
And I feel sick when I hear your name
Another day
Another bottle
Another way to drown your sorrows
Can't imagine what its like to live a life so numb
So devoid of all emotion
Look at what you've become
You're a shell, a shell of what you once were
Can't look me in the eyes and give me a straight answer
Now I'm down on my knees
Can't figure out how you feel
And I'm begging you please
Just tell me this is for real
All I wanted was your honesty
But you couldn't just be honest with me
So I'm moving on from this mistake
You fade away with every breath I take
I'm sick of trying to fix what I can't change
And I feel sick when I hear your name
I'm letting go of the idea of spending my life with you
Im letting go
You were never in love and I was never enough
Now I'm making room inside for someone deserving
For years I had tried not to share any space
Thought that part of me had died with no will to fight
Now I'm feeling revived
I hope this never goes away
Youre a shell of what you once were
Youre a shell of what you once were
I'm moving on from this mistake
I'm sick of trying to fix what I can't change
And I feel sick when I hear your name
I'm letting go of the idea of spending my life with you
Im letting go
You were never in love and I was never enough