Driven

They tore part of my life, I was trying to forget
I've been dying to forget about my past
All the memories that I hated were brought back in a flash
This subconscious being came to life, began to form
Trapped in this body I need freedom this unaware spirit blocks
Strength of my sorrow, break through this soul!

Everything's normal I'm living my usual routine
But something haunts me deep within
I feel as if someone is trying
To tear me from inside

Internal energy
Abnormal fluctuation
Why can't my seven seals protect me from this inner...

In desperation fighting over
Hesitation this damnation filling me
Step by step starts to convince me to fulfill revenge

Internal energy
Abnormal fluctuation
Why can't my seven seals protect me from this inner hate?
And I feel like I will soon give in to my dark side

Why can't we keep on living our lives today?
Isn't it easier to choose forgiveness and walk away?
I understand what we've been through and they had no right
This could happen to someone else if I don't act so

We will prevent this from happening again

Now that We're one how will we proceed?
Why don't you step back? let me do the nasty stuff!
I won't step back it could end up in a blood bath
Don't wuss out on me right now!
I want to do this but this is not revenge
I agree but we can't let this chance to stop them slip away

I will trust you, you are part of me you can't be that bad
Listen to your inner compass!
I won't let myself be driven by hate
All I want to do is liberate myself

They will tear no more lives, I was running down the stairs
While the carpet dyed on red Bloody Night
All the promises I made, all were broken in a flash
At the end I was driven by rage, Began the slaughter
Ashes to ashes and so my soul will vanish after the storm
The strength of my sorrow fulfilled my goal

I know what I let happen was totally wrong
And it was completely unexpected to feel as light as a feather after I did what I did
And I won't deny it deep down inside I know it was the right thing to do
But I won't forgive myself until I feel
That I have done enough to atone for my sins
I expect from me turning into someone strong enough
To fight their inner hate, to avoid the need of revenge like I couldn't