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I've been focused on getting better
Perfection ain't tangible
I'm just trying to come in arms reach of it
Been crying out to God for my burdens
I know tomorrow not promised
I wanna know my future for certain
Through success I'm still doubting I'm worth it
I'm scared to be open
I'm scared I won't make it
I'm scared that I actually will, but I'm still gonna feel vacant
Scared cause I'm hurting
Might be most scared that I know it's not showing
There are chinks in my armor
I'm scared to do battle
I'm scared and I'm rattled
I'm scared I can't keep leaving y'all dazzled
Scared cause I'm chosen
I'm scared but not broken
Scared cause y'all love me
I'm scared you'll support me
But fear ain't God given
I read that in scripture
I'm scared to take pictures

Those worth a thousand words
Defining moments set a tone for my atonement
I'm cold and I know it
I know that I'm scared to be bold but lately I'm glowing
Death of my flesh, bolsters spiritual vital signs

I'm scared of an idle mind
Scared that I peaked to early
I'm scared I'll run out of time
My sisters is getting older, weigh heavily on my mind
Praying over him daily
I'm scared cause I see the signs
I'm trying to keep them in line
Scared cause I know they watching
Scared to set an example
I'm scared to be a leader
I hate when my time is ample
I hate when i'm lacking confidence
Hate when they dish me compliments
Never cognisant of my responsiveness, I'm obvious
I hate that they pushing hate in the media
Hate that yall eating up what they feeding you
Hate that we refuse to love each other
Compassion breed elevation
It ain't enough to say brother
Without actions that coincide
Love overcomes demise
Broken ties can be mended
Pray for your enemies
Up your amenities
Amendments of self
Righteous regards can only rectify wrongs
Writing songs of modern David in psalms