10th Anniversary

I threw affection to the bin
But didn't account for the wind
The paper cloth completely missed
Aw man, I didn't ask for this
I threw affection to the bin

I threw your love out of my home
I guess I needed time alone
There's something that I could've shown
But I don't think you would've known
I was just telling a joke

But you're the only one that I could ever hold
And now I need you, though I left you months ago
There's a brand new light that just might guide me
One day you won't ever find me
I'll be right where you wish you could be

You told me that I looked real nice
I smiled and took your advice
I quickly grew to super size
Now there's more of me to like
What was I doing there last night

I told you that you were a God
Or maybe that's just what I thought
I get in trouble when I talk
Wish I could tell you what I want
Then maybe you wouldn't be gone

Coz you're the only one that I could ever hold
And now I need you, though you already said no
There's a million ways to say I'm sorry
But I just do it for your body
When it's over, I can see you smile

But I don't return the gesture