Breathe.

I haven't found a successful way to
separate my mind at night v.s. the day.
The only way i'll get through this is with
your kiss, the only thing that takes my pain away.
They keep telling me to breathe, but none of them can see,
what it's like inside my head.
I can't help but ask myself. would anything change, if I were dead?

I'm nervous. cause maybe they won't like what they see.
Every time I look in the mirror there's
always something else thats staring back at me.
I keep struggling with these
thoughts, depression please wont you stop.
I just want to stay alive so one day I can hear my kids call me pops.
I am not a failure.
Nor am I who I once was.
& I can feel the grace in the day
and thats Gods way of saying we're okay.
& I know today might seem like the worst,
but if you think about it you could be in a hearse.
So take these words I have well
rehearsed, listen when I say this verse.
This pain is real and I know it
hurts, but music saves so know your worth.
Don't be like me, don't be like me, don't be like me, in any way.
Don't turn the page on this brand new
day, hope is trying to find its way, in.

So just breathe, like we used to.
When they all knew, how much I loved you.

Can't stop now, I'm not breathing. Bleeding out,
all my feelings. You said this song was just too sappy to sing.
But, my fear of doubt leaves all my truth crumbling.

When they all knew.
How much I, How much I loved.
Loved, you.