Paradox

Sometimes I want relief ...but when I try to weep
Well of my soul is dry ...the tears don't ever come

How long can the shallow smile hide
The deep dark depths within
How much more conflict can I take
And not give in
How far do I need to go, to find the end?
How hard do I need to try, each time to try again?

Reality... my worst enemy
I will fight you ...I will conquer you
Complete enmity, 'till the end of me
'Till I feel nothing

Something's broken, and will not be fixed
Something's lost that will not be missed
I've become hand-shy, and stone cold to the touch
Afraid to care because I might care too much

Reality... my worst enemy
I must fight you, To make sense of you
I'll keep suffering, if it means I feel something
I have to have my will, my way

We can't get everything that we want or even need
Nothing's guaranteed...
But you should live your life
Like there's some great thing coming
You'd better keep on walking



Credits
Writer(s): Stef L Schultz
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