Truth

Born december 21st
Right into a hearse
Didnt know it yet
A demon child b4 the birth
Grew up lookin at my mother
Like she was a queen
Well damn
Somebody tell me wat da hell dat mean
Although I love her
N I put noone above her
Grew up givin space
But I still felt like I was smuthered
Bein da but off jokes
N teachers callin my folks
(O.D)
Im blinded by wat I c
It kept me down on my knee
M I weak
Apearently
My insanity
Took over full control
Hammer took full control
Cryin to ease my soul
I adjusted to dat
But im still walkin it flat
N learned to verbal attack
Or let it go Que
Learned to say
Wat would jesus do
Damn That didnt work
Only my anger grew
Daddy wasnt there
But shit
Idc
Grew up without him
N knowin little about him
My mother went on without him
N told me little about him
She kept da secret
Heated he beat
After he concieved it
I Needed a man figure
But I guess she was fine
Give her da moonshine
N she prayed
Den her bed she laid
I woke up
To find out my brother choke up
Died n couldnt cry
My eyes were tellin lies
Joinin da devil side
Suicide
My pride
Faded
N escalated
To heaven
I almost made it
(Yeeeaaa)
Now u no why I hate da cops
Everybody lies
Just to get up to da top
Yea they killed my brother
But they would never tell
N now I wish I had dat money
Just to make his bail
My mother blamed herself
N gave up all her wealth
She said God told her
Give up
Let me be ur health
Ok
Now she breathin
But she freezin
Ever since I was little
She told me to keep acheiving
Da reason im still here is my son
After dat im done
So tick tock
My clock
It will stop in dues time
But hold up
Lets rewind
Back to da school years
Years dat killers feared
Formed alil army of hit men
Sick men
Nuckas dats now dead
Regret dat I ever lead
But money had to be made
Its true
Thought I was soft
I showed u
Love to da whole crew
Nuttin I wont do
To Influence da influenced
Act out to get affluence
Den map out
A glass house
Everybody dead
Floor covered red
Taking everything I want
But Leave a loaf of bread
Thoughts of a sane man
Holding his tongue
N when I let it all out
I go nuclear
Run
Im a sleep walkin curse
An integrant of the earth
Feelin sick to my soul today
Hope u not In da way

My life dnt need a hook
Its a book



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Writer(s): T Que
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