Failure

And I, I've been lonely
And I, I've been blind
And I, I've learned nothing
So my hands are firmly tied

To the sinking lead weight of failure

I've worked hard all my life
Money slips through my hands
My face in the mirror tells me
It's no surprise that I am

Pushing the stone up the hill of failure

And they tempt me with violence
And they punish me with ideals
And they crush me with an image of my life
That's nothing but unreal

Except on the goddamned slave ship of failure

And I'll drown here trying
To get up for some air
But each time I think I breathe
I'm laid on with a double share

Of the punishing burden of failure

I don't deserve to be down here
But I'll never leave
And I, I've learned one thing
You can't escape the beast

In the null and void pit of failure
Hmm-hmm-hmm

When I get my hands on some money
I'll kiss its green skin
And I'll ask its dirty face
"Where the hell have you been?"

"I'm the fuel that fires the engines of failure"

And I'll be old and broken down
And I'll forget who and where I am
I'll be senile, or forgotten
But I'll remember and understand

You can bank your hard-earned money on failure

I saw my father crying
I saw my mother break her hand
On a wall that wouldn't weep
But that certainly held in

The mechanical moans of a dying man who was a failure

My back hurts me when I bend
'Cause I carry a load
And my brain hurts like a knife-hole
'Cause I've yet to be shown

How to pull myself out from the sucking quicksand of failure
Hmm-hmm-hmm

Some people lie in Hell
Many bastards succeed
But I, I've learned nothing
I can't even elegantly bleed

Out the poison blood of failure