Stay/Away

Never there, never cared
That's exactly what you said
With everything you did
You worthless piece of shit
Twenty years, a childhood
All you did was no good
You were supposed to be my family
To say that would be a tragedy

You blew it all
When you didn't answer my call
And now you're dead to me
Leave us alone, me and my family

I've been away for a long time but now I can see that
I might belong here
Stressed out of my mind and remembered the times when you said that
You'd always be mine

That was then, this is now
Even though I had my doubts
Thinking I'd always be broken
Left with every word you've spoken
You left me all alone
To face the morning on my own
I'm grasping for some air
Wondering what am I still doing here

You blew it all
When you walked out that door
And now you're gone
Maybe I can move on

I've been away for a long time but now I can see that
I might belong here
Stressed out of my mind and remembered the times when you said that
You'd always be mine
You'd always be mine

I was there, you were not
You were at another spot
I was really trying
You were just not comprehending
You took my words for nothing
All my dreams my somethings
I'm glad I made my choice
To be honest I can't recall your voice

You blew it all
When you didn't answer me back
And now you're dead to me
Finally I can think freely

I've been away for a long time but now I can see that
I might belong here
Stressed out of my mind and remembered the times when you said that
You'd always be mine
You'd always be mine

You know all those times you just felt like you weren't enough
Fuck those moments, you're amazing in your own perfect way
Blossoming like a flower in spring,
shining like the sun on a summer day
Be your own definition of beauty and live your life to its fullest
You'll be okay, I promise