If This Is How We End Things

I hate when you say that we need to talk
I'd rather hold you in my arms, saying nothing at all
There's solace in the silence
Peace in the violence
Glimpses of a rainbow raging inside a storm
I can lie here all day tracing the lines of your palms
While you gaze at me with eyes that reveal all of your thoughts
Your body tries to convince there is nothing going on
But your eyes always snitch and they tell me something's wrong
I was sleeping with beauty, but snoozed every alarm
That emitted from your warm lips, warning me of the harm
That was heading my way upon the rising of the dawn
Upon the dimming of the moon, you told me you would be gone
Morning births, but the birds refuse to sing a song
Of my glory or my praise, they only tell of my downfall
Longing for your presence, but you refuse to answer calls
With you, I had everything. Now everything is gone

We need to talk
I have to tell you something, Jordan
But you have to promise
You won't get mad

I'm
Trying my best to be calm
But how the fuck
Do you think I should respond if
This is how we end things and we don't beyond this

Point right here, let me make this clear
You brought to me a love I thought would never appear
But I ain't trippin' I'm just chillin' it ain't nothing severe
A real nigga 'til I die, girl, it was hardly since
On my side (Is that true?)
Don't ask me if we cool or we can still can be friends
'Cause I got walls to build back up and I got pride to defend
And girl I'm nearly 21, I got a whole life to live without you (Without you)

But I ain't trippin' I ain't trippin' I ain't trippin'
If anything, I should've listened to my niggas
Who always told me, "Get this money, fuck these bitches"
I should've listened to 'em (I should've listened to 'em)

I'm trying my best to be calm
But tell me how the fuck do you think I should respond
If this is how we end things and we don't go beyond
This point right here then. I don't give a fuck