Ashes

First I heisted
But I called your mom back
Cause I felt like no time to be wasted
She was still a mess I mean we both were
I wished I could be closer
But I collected all the strengths
there were left in me and I told her...
"Your son
Doesn't wanna be buried.
And I know this cause we talked about
it a couple of times in our marriage.
He said 'if anything should happen release me into the sea
I don't need no grave for nobody to come see me'."
She laughed "sound just like him"
She cried and I began cite him
We laughed cause he had
Always something to say
All this love he gave
All this pain we have to take
I held the hands of our daughter to make her understand
He became free of form
There's no wonderland
She asked why how, and if he suffered pain
I answered as much as I could honestly imagine
She told me that his ashes is soft to touch
I told her please remember he loved you much
We went to a beach no one knows about
We entered the water with his ashes in our arms and said
Please become the water and breeze
The sun the cloud the mountains and trees
Your hair your skin your heart
Your energy to love
Everything you need to go on
Now the both of us covered with ashes kissing and hugging and crying
Screaming off the top of our heads
and the splashes are making her smile
I clutched her arms and said
"Look. This what your daddy became
His energy is in everything that surrounds you and you are safe. "
Everywhere you go, everything you do, have no doubt or fear
When the darkness hits you, please don't be ashamed to shed tears
Make your self at home anywhere you're at
This is how he taught us everything is one"
She screamed
"I am you. You are me. We'll always be.
Thank you for the love and life you gave me.
You gave my mommy the light she needed.
Please return in peace now you are free!"
She told me that his ashes is soft to touch
I told her please remember he loved you much
We went to a beach no one knows about
We entered the water with his ashes in our arms and said
Please become the water and breeze
The sun the cloud the mountains and trees
Your hair your skin your heart
Your energy to love
Everything you need to go on
Please become the water and breeze
The sun the cloud the mountains and trees
Your hair your skin your heart, your energy to love
Everything you need to go on