Carefree

You're losing control faster than ever
I always knew this wasn't gonna last long
When you're just like the rest how could it
You're like every mother fucker I've screwed with

Everybody let's you down one day
I should have thought this shit out more carefully
But I was carefree
And I couldn't see
This version of you in my head was a fallacy
An imaginary friend
Now an enemy
You really fucked me
Everybody fucks me
And everybody lets you down one day
And just when I thought I've had enough

You're looking for a break
And when it's not going good
Well I catch you looking for God
Down at the bar

You're losing control faster than I'd like
Just remember
No one will save you
Keep on waiting
Hold your breath
Sever all the ties
One day you'll die
Die alone

When we finally pull the curtain away
Are we gonna like what we see
Or just erase it like a bad dream
I choose the bad dream
This world's a nightmare
Searching for meaning in all of this
Humanity's become a virus
It's taking everything out of me
We spread like disease

We are the disease
Will we ever get better
We are the disease
Will we ever get better
I don't know

You're looking for a break
And when it's not going good
I catch you looking for God
Down at the bar

You're losing control faster than I'd like
Just remember
No one will save you
Keep on waiting
Hold your breath
Sever all the ties
One day you'll die
Die alone

Keep on waiting
Hold your breath
Sever all the ties
One day you'll die
Die alone

Everybody let's you down one day
I should have thought this shit out more carefully
But I was carefree and I couldn't see
This version of you in my head was a fallacy
This is the way it was meant to be
Because I always knew this wasn't gonna last long
So leave me here half stoned in my bed
With a gun in my hand
We all will die alone