Dark Places

Eyes dark as night, voice cold as ice
Words sharp as knives spoken with a silver tongue
This is what I fear the most, pretending that I'm not already lost
But I can't keep on crawling in dirt, when every step I take makes me hurt

I close my eyes when I get too sad
Think thoughts that I know are bad
Close my eyes and I count to ten
Hope it's over when I open them

Wake me up, don't let me fall asleep
Take my hand, never let go and never leave
I try my best, to change into a better human
But no one helps, so I can't stop destroying my self

Running away, into madness and oblivion
Catching my breath, so I can keep on climbing this mountain
I can't stop now; I've gotten so far I can't turn around
How can I keep praying to God; when he crushes my faith over again?

I close my eyes when I get too sad
Think thoughts that I know are bad
Close my eyes and I count to ten
Hope it's over when I open them

Wake me up, don't let me fall asleep
Take my hand, never let go and never leave
I try my best, to change into a better human
But no one helps, so I can't stop destroying my self

This is real
This is me
So close your eyes
And watch me die
I will not take your commands
I'm not your slave anymore
I know that I am on my own
So I unleash the demons inside my self

Well now the time has come for me to leave
To leave this place and walk into the sea

I close my eyes when I get too sad
Think thoughts that I know are bad
Close my eyes and I count to ten
Hope it's over when I open them

Wake me up, don't let me fall asleep
Take my hand, never let go and never leave
I try my best, to change into a better human
But no one helps, so I can't stop destroying my self