Entry 8: Disappointment

Get me out of sync with the beat of this mundane life

I want more
I always want more
But I'm never more
Because my skill and my passion won't meet
I let myself down again
Or so I made myself think

I'm waking and breathing and crying and singing
And forcing the ink in my pen
Stuck in this repeat

I'm dragging my feet here again
Trying to write to give purpose to life
But I think that I will never win

I've made it through half of a year
I was so much stronger before I knew better
And could live inside my own skin

Just get me out
I'm drowning asleep in my tears
Alright just enough to get out of my bed
But sometimes I wish I wasn't here

I'm a little better each day
Still chasing the dream but I break easily
When I look the opposite way

Just get me out



Credits
Writer(s): Dariynn Silver
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