15:26

Once loved and once had lost that once is now that I am mad
This time makes me feel like I am a rat
Now it seems that time I spend doing what I love is time wasted
One subtle night the town we lay
Your eyes with fright spoke
And they tell you
Follow your dreams
But everytime I try
It turns to a nightmare
Your wings made from pure gold
Will fall off as they get old
And then theyll be no difference between you and other filth

And the thing that kept me going
Died a long time ago
That thing I thought I needed
Found a way to go

It's moments like these where all I want is a stage
And to ne surrounded by people who love me
Maybe it wont happen
So ill have to give it a try

Plotting surviving
Must have the right timing
Cant go in without a plan

Gotta wait wait wait
Till the time is right
Just cant wait for the date when the sun does die
And everything I needed but now conceeded
Goes away for the final time

You are not what I am
You do not know me
Im done with all bullshit you try and show me
About a perfect little life id rather see you on tears

And now sit here
On this cold hard floor
Everything failed
I wanted more

I will find a way
To make it happen
Even if it means
I ruin all Ive known

Run run run it is all done
I finally can be free

I killed the sun it is dead
No more light for me

Just darkness in front
And I do not regret

Anything that i have done
I have become said filth

I appreciate what ive become
I killed it all

And now I can
Fall in peace

But maybe the light
Is what made me this way
And now since its dead
I am alone forever
Forever
Forever
Forever