neither am i

Your hearts been playing tricks on you
It's pulsing in and out of tune
Confusing every move you make
Subduing every breath you take

Thoughts racing to the finish line
Like manic cloud, your scattered mind
Undressing how you'd like to see yourself distorted
Knew you'd be

I don't have an answer to keep you from feeling like you do
But mine hardly ever goes to those dark walls you've come to know
So well, it seems you're not prepared
But (?), neither am I

I don't want to say goodbye

So what's the use, I'd like to know
My thoughts are pure, my body whole
But I can't shake this ache, I don't know why

Each time I try to make amends
I end up right where I began
Can't contemplate my fate while I get high

I don't have an answer to keep you from feeling like you do
But mine hardly ever goes to those dark walls you've come to know
So well, it seems you're not prepared
But (?), neither am I
Neither am I
Neither am I

'Cause I keep waiting for a sign
For all the planets to align
But second guessings got me numb
I come undone, waiting to die
Oh father, give it to me slowly
Patience seems unholy
I guess I'll try to keep waiting for signs
For all the planets to align
But second guessings got me numb
I come undone, waiting to die
Oh mama, give it to me slowly
I've been restless, hold me