Wished, Won, Denied

I don't know what it means to be certain
Don't know what it means to have faith
But I know what drove the organ insane
Was the choice between a peaceful lie
Or a deadly awakening
But I don't know what it means

Don't know how it feels to have someone waiting
To rest in the arms of another
But I know of all the poems about love and pain
Sacrifice and suffering
Yes, I know all the poems
But I don't know how it feels

Someday you'll deny that kiss
Someday I'll be happy not knowing what it is

Don't know why it is the night must get sober
Why the sun must rise and why a king won't be pleased
But I know that a fish will keep swimming
Until the very day that he discovers
That there is nothing to reach
But I don't know why that is

Don't know how you keep avoiding the ceiling
I don't know how you keep your head from exploding
But I know that you've been told ever since the day you were born
To keep running past all the windows
Without ever looking in
And you still don't know what it means, do you now?

Now how could you deny that kiss?
Why should you be happy not knowing what it is?

Someday you'll deny that kiss
Someday I'll be happy, someday I'll be happy
Someday I'll be happy not knowing what it is